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| this new xanga crap is kinda annoying me i liked it better the old way for some reason. 2 more freaking finals and im a sophmore damn. thesee pas few days i havent been sleeping or nething and my bodies going crazy..so is my mind. im freaking out all the time and i cant take it nemore. people annoy me. hah, i annoy me. stupid boy needs to grow up and know how much people are actually trying to help him. eveyrone needs to stop fighting and see the happier things in life. like..life itself. so much to do this summer and stuff. but itll be coolio. a littl break is wat i need. ltc should be fun, im excited. just a bit frightened. i miss him a lot. i hatee missing people..who doesnt. it hasnt even been that long and i do get to speak to him on the phone so u would think i'd be fine. but im not. it sucks. but hopefully ill see him next week. i cant wait. im gunna miss danielle and cat tho this summer. idont know wher i would be without them. seriously. and i miss mai too. shes so cute and i love her so much. but i should sleep i have a final tomororow. adios world. sorry for being insane..as usual. <3 felly
  
this prolly wont work
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| I really really really love him.
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| it kinda sucks that school started so early, unlike the other schools that my friends go to. but hey, atleast this is getting me outta the house i guess. christmas break was good, although i didnt get to spend a lot of time with some people because it was such a short time.. and i live in carteret. im sick again, but what's new? it sucks. really really badly. hopefully the doctor tomorrow can cure me. hah. 7mile ruck manana? whoopwhoop. not. hopefully i can endure the pain considering ive been sore all week from rangers and stuff. i keep reminding myself that this will only make me stronger. but sometimes...i just wanna give up. i need a hug. a really good one. yaknow the one that u can feel in every part of ur body. i barely have a chance to hang out wiith my friends here either...due to all this work and stuff. but maybe i just need to get a hang of things..or maybe this isnt supposed to be fun at all? watever. i think i just need to clear my mind and do this now, so later things can be easier.i know things will get better after this cold is gone and im able to workout to my full ability. hah. this is so negative. welll im gunna study for a bit. peace out world.
when i write like this, its such a jumble of sentences that dont make much sense. hmm ..crazy
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| school is pretty much wack so much work in so little time. this week was prolly the worse week here. being sick really sucks. two finaals tomorrow. shoot me in the face. i miss too many people. cant wait for freaking christmas break agh. mil ball was fun and cute. time with my lovey was niice and was all i ever wished for. thank god i have the sweetest friends here at shu. love my nurses<33. peace out
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| its the cutest thing in the world, you are. its amazing you know, its been such a long while but it still feels the same. Many people say after the 1st year it isn't the same, but i feel like it is, honestly. its so weird but i love it so much. i love looking at you, laughing with you, kissing you, hugging you, holding your hand, and even slapping you in the head. i wish i could have you forever..i sound psycho. but you are all i'll ever need.
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